a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Here is something for you to do Brian Duff

2005-06-22T21:13:23Z

Some people on livejournal are really stupid. For instance...Brian Duff. He wakes up in the morning and thinks to himself, "What will i do today? Oh snap, i know, i will go waste my useless existance on Livejournal!!! *walks over to the computer, slips hand in boxers* "wait a minute!!! hillary has more friends than me?!?!?! i think i will call her fat, then people will see how cool I am and they will want to be my friend. (10 minutes later) "Whoa, what is this? People are defending Hillary?!?! Not what I had in mind, I must go make fun of them on Livejournal now!!! Ya well that guy is stupid and that white girl is a skank, because i know her sexual history and all. Then I will make up a fight on my own Livejournal against Loco_Rock_26 because I am too much of a pussy to ever get in a real fight. I have a super idea, I will also mention how I will beat him up with my 3...*panics* i mean 18...ya...inch penis. That will make people like me." *ponders Livejournal fight* "I sound homosexual because my last entry is about me and Loco_Rock_26 and my penis...must add chicks. Ya, If other girls think I can get girls, I might get laid! Well, they got bored, oh know, they arent responding anymore!!! Will I do now??? *sits still at the computer for 6 more hours with hand still in boxers*

waiting...... arent you Brian???

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-19T08:46:00

2005-04-19T12:47:57Z

you know what i just cant get over?

the fact that when rumors were being spread about you, when alot of people their issues with you, who stuck by you. i did. i didnt even have to ask you if they were true because i knew you better than that. i didnt judge you by past mistakes you may have made. but when the same thing happens to me later on, what do you do. you join everyone else.

thats nice.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-14T16:06:00

2005-04-14T20:10:43Z

i hate everyone.

yes...everyone.(almost)

too many fucking rumors running around. rumors such as me giving andrew cahill head. wtf is that. i've never even kissed the kid. all because what...i haung out with brianna. so you all feel the need to make up lies about me. excuse me but im not a whore. fuckin aye.

you know what. im done. with all of it. kiss my ass you faggot assholes who lie about me. i dont care. fuck you all

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-13T17:09:00

2005-04-13T21:10:20Z

i've lost something really important to me, and this time...i dont think i can get it back. it's too late. and they know it too.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-04T23:43:00

2005-04-05T03:44:28Z

im completely happy with everything. :)

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-03T08:41:00

2005-04-03T12:41:46Z

so my dad likes to tell me that i dress like a slut. thanks...asshole

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-04-02T08:59:00

2005-04-02T14:01:34Z

ice cream, the breakfast of champions. heh

supposed to go to the beach for a party but it looks horrible out, o well, im going anyways.

also, gotta call in sick to work tonight. i feel an illness coming on...*cough cough*

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-29T17:37:00

2005-03-29T22:39:16Z

i hate my mom, she is such a fucking bitch. nothing i do is ever good enough, compared to her beloved son. i cant wait to just leave. i want daytona to come sooner. i need to start over new there.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-28T19:08:00

2005-03-29T00:11:28Z

back to school....ehh fun.

homeschooling most likely next year. it should be great, and from there...daytona. lots more fun. i need to leave this county.

not too much happened today, matt took me to mcdonalds, then home.

sitting around in a bra and soffee's cuz i can cuz no on e is home, as usual. i love just doing what i want, which is sumed up as cigarettes and loud music.

the end for now........

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-23T12:50:00

2005-03-23T17:50:25Z

come graduation, im gone. i'll be in daytona.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-20T17:41:00

2005-03-20T22:42:11Z

i hate hearing it, as if it doesnt play through my head all day.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-17T10:02:00

2005-03-17T15:02:35Z

ontop of it all, i could lose my little brother who isnt even 6 yet.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-16T11:38:00

2005-03-16T16:40:53Z

so my grandpa's dead.

it happened yesterday.

he had cancer for a few years now. he took himself of chemo a few months ago. and he had felt alot of pain so my grandma took him to the E.R. and they took a catscan and it had spread to everything, his liver, just...everything. and he died there. he was the only grandfather i've ever had. my biological grandpa died when i was really young. so grandpa leroy was the only one i've ever known. and he's gone.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-12T12:38:00

2005-03-12T17:39:30Z

so some person stashed an empty suitcase in my hedges...ok. thats weird.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-11T17:26:00

2005-03-11T22:28:21Z

shoulda said something but i've said it enough, by the way my words were fading rather waste some time with you

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-03-09T18:16:00

2005-03-09T23:22:22Z

so i havent really updated in a while...so why not now.

things are good. im happy. first time in a while. first time i can say im happy all around for the most part. i mean, i still the mood swings, but hey, this is so much better.

hillary that thing that you told me today was sick you know what im talking about. the person with the person doing that thing. ya, that one. lol

so my dads brother is dying ( my uncle) but i only met him once when i was 12. i should be sad. i mean, im sad that my dad is losing his brother, but i really dont see him as my uncle, i guess that makes me a bad person, o well, tell me something i dont know.

anywho, tell me some news, good news, bad news, whatever, i dont care, just give me some if you want.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-23T16:02:00

2005-02-23T21:02:25Z

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xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-22T16:23:00

2005-02-22T21:23:57Z

fuck you, you fucking bitch dike.

go choke on a dick.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-21T19:03:00

2005-02-22T00:04:41Z

things are starting to look up now. i didnt think they would, but i was wrong. and this time...

i like being wrong

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-21T16:44:00

2005-02-21T21:45:39Z

ya'll fuckin people. startin all your fuckin rumors...suck a nut.

p.s. i didnt know a dike could get a boyfriend.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-15T15:56:00

2005-02-15T20:56:38Z

i give you one chance

you fuck me over

you dont get another

its just the way i am

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-12T00:11:00

2005-02-12T05:20:23Z

i have had the worst month ever.

#1 i cried over a boy. not so much because of him. but because im tired of being just a fling. over and over and over again. its the same, things are great for like 2 weeks- a month, then, they either get back with their ex, or get a new girlfriend. just my fuckin luck.

#2something that only a few people know, so im not saying

#3i got in a car accident today and my wrist and knee kill

#4valentines day, i hate that day, it makes me wanna stay home all day and cry. i have always hated that day and always will.

the plusses...hillary is my valentine and on monday we are going to the mall and buying eachother chocolate and getting fat together...and the taste of chaos is in one week today. other than that this month sucks

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-06T13:15:00

2005-02-06T18:15:36Z

i am destined to be by myself.

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-02-02T17:13:00

2005-02-02T22:14:11Z

oh my fucking god, my mother tends to give me the strongest urges to slit my wrists.

...bitch

xfalse_hopesx @ 2005-01-31T16:18:00

2005-01-31T21:18:56Z

my relationships cant ever work out, they never have, and i dont understand why. i was talking to a friend. and now im thinking about it.